Memory of your bloodstains,

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Thu, 16 Apr 2009 11:53:17 GMT

Wah, this is damn sad.

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 07:55:15 GMT

Ok.... Netball..
Seriously, sometimes, training is way better than "coaching". Why? Cus time passes damn slowly!
T.T and it's kinda hard being harsh to some people. But sometimes, you just gotta be the bad guy.
One of the girls had a bad fall yesterday and I got a major shock. Thank God she's alright.

Rushed down to CCK.
Sorry for the wait cousins.
I swear they are the bestest bestest friends I have. (of cus my another side one also la haha)
Adam just had his jaw op and he can't eat for bout another 5 weeks.
Yet, he whipped up some homemade delicious meal to celebrate my (belated) birthday. together with a very nice dress and a tee that I like a lot(:
Mel, went to Emicakes to buy me ----- DURIAN CAKE!
It's been freaking long since I ate that.
Played Soul Calibur. Haha it was pretty fun though it's a fighting fighting game.
Fell asleep halfway and aunt told me to sleep in the room.
But instead, I continued watching Heroes! Hahaha.
Slept at 3, woke up at 11. But I'm still tired somehow :\

Had fun :D

- so how are u gna face the world, beech(:

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 11:01:08 GMT

Once again, thank you everyyyyyyone! :D

All your heartfelt gifts.
Specially made and written cards.
Specially made make-me-embarrassed-in-bus-taking-revenge photo collage.
And all the smses received like playing nb and bb in future after O's.. going TJ together.. Sending 2-3 pages worth of sms... Calling me at 1am + to sing the BURN HIM song.. and really, again the gifts..
The yellow mini bear tee was totally totally unexpected.
Literally Oh My God-ed in class man.

K. Off to fb! :|

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 03:39:14 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAKI! <33333

February 22 babies ^^

And and, tyvm Caleb Tan! You know why :}}}

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 13:42:07 GMT

So sweet right, ysm(:

DISGUSTING TAN LINES CAN YOU SEE? WAHPIANG.

BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!

SM's TM!

SAMMIE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY! LOVE YOU SAM.

TK DRUNK HAHAHAHAAH.

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 12:53:26 GMT

3-4 hours of photobucket, and it's still not done.
Does that tell you how big the sizes and how many picts we took so far?
INFERRR.

Whoever the person who impersonated Syl is just plain dumb. Hellowwwww? There's a huge difference between a rectangular black badge and a normal school badge.

My Vaio is dying by the minute.
Maybe I shall add a new notebook to my wishlist if I get good grades for O's ha.
Just hope this shit will last through another few months...
It's getting retarded...

Actually I pretty liked Alive lesson today.
Selecting your ocupations.
Gave me a slight overview.
Fund manager $50k !!?! Crazy or whut!

Hmm Sean told me I passed Amath.
(: Proud of myself, but it's just not good enough.
Like I said, passing Amath but failing others.
Chemistry 6marks. *claps*

I'll probably flunk today's Econs test.
Too tired and little time to study for the two essays test.
I can just think of what to write and drift to sleep. (!!?!!?!??)
I did the CPI question twice, drawing the stupid table and tabulating.
But during the test, I totally forgot. And yesterday, I really did read through -______-

Caught the I-call-gang-to-beat-her-up-girl staring today.
Don't beat me up during Literature class horzxx.

Amath lesson in the library, Cool or not?
Aircon. I wish our classrooms are all air-conditioned.
Never mind if they aren't, our lessons can just be conducted in the library idc :)

Subs with Syl and SM.

Home, supposedly studying SS now. But busy uploading 100+ pictures on 1402.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIK AND SAMANTHA :) :) <3

You can ask ask and ask all around.
But the truth is the truth.
We are not. :)

Nuyorknuyork!!!

I'm so in love with Yellowcard man.
The violin is just soo....

I seriously don't know what you're asking for sometimes.
It makes me so confused I have no idea where to run.
I get so afraid all I can do is to block off and wait till she gets the ball.
When I'm not reprimanded for my shots, I get reprimanded for something else.
What. Can. I. Do.
When can I ever be mistake-free?
My passes are still ever so bad...

We wouldn't have to go through so much.. if only I had put in one more shot.
One goal makes the difference in a whole lot of things.
We wouldn't have to fight so hard.. 60 g.diff? It's nearly impossible..
If only.. one more goal. One more freaking goal..

I'm sorry for being a let down.
Skipping the C, and not turning up for meetings.
And even for tomorrow's annoucing of C and VCs.

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 11:54:16 GMT

I'm a big fat bitch (bfb) worzxs!!!

And WOWWWWWWZA, I didn't know you have curves!
Or wait, is it a one-sided curve?
Hmmm. Whatever it is, it's a new discovery for all of us.

Can you detect the tonexxxxx? :)

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Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:59:15 GMT

HAHA YAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALEB TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN! :D :D :D
Oh and congrats on winning Manjusri! Won't so suay lose on your birthday one what, right :)

I'm very happy today, despite the fact that....

If I fail Amath quiz by 4 marks, I WILL MURDER (jk) MYSELF.
It's not even careless mistakes. I was totally just DUMB. -.-

Subway with Syl (again) at Dte. Regular customers till extra sauce ok hahaha.
Footlong teeeewwwna ze best!

Went E!Hub, wanted to dev picts but the machines didn't recog .png! ARGH ):
Went to search for Vtine gift.
I spent 100$ + on presents this month already you know!? T.T

And then, went to Sportslink or whatever world...
Saw this red.. NIKE canvas!!!!
BOUGHT IT :D HAHAHAHA.

Ok time to announce who bought it for me....

BESTEST FRIEND, SYL CHUAAAAAAA. YEZZZZ MAN.
I was so damn happy cus it's Nike and it's RED. RED. RED.
And it's chio la.
Went Pops to buy tape since Red isn't allowed in school.
You will see two freaks with tapes across the red and green streaks (:

THANK YOU SYL CHUA! ^^

--

Sometimes I wonder. When will there ever be a week when I'll be free from worries. Or just even a day..
You don't know how I felt today..

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And. When the truth comes to light, I'll flare and you'll be the one in flames.

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 16:38:25 GMT

Piece of shit.
You wanna do something meaningful for your very good friend, you've planned things out.
In the end, some people just have to butt in and spoil everything making your plan seem effortless and insincere.
Do you know how I feel?
And all I can do is accept these things hypocritically and complain it to Syl, not doing a thing about it.
She said I have to voice out, but voicing out means being the bad guy, means making things more awkward and tensed.

It's not like you can do this everyday. It's yearly and probably the last year.
Yet, it's something so insincere.
I'm sorry things have to turn out this way, well basically you might say that I'm a "cheapskate".

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 13:36:08 GMT

I hope I won't fail SS!
Imagine sleeping at only 11-1 everyday...
I'm gonna die of exhaustion one terrible day.

About 3 more hours to 12 Feb! ^^
I'm quite contented with what we bought for Caleb :D

I've got no life.
I have tuitions on Sats and Suns.
Which means, I study everyday.
Oh Em Gee.
Pine tree~

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 13:35:10 GMT

That's it man...
You disgust me till I feel like... barfing.
Oh my God seriously.. how much more despicable can you be?
Argh. I just don't understand you.
I entrusted you with things...
Friends? In your next life.

I am: HORRIFIED, REGRETFUL, DISGUSTED, NAUSEOUS. Whatever that fits.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 12:35:51 GMT

Sean. Totally, Destroyed. My. New. Waterbottle. @$@#%^#@$!@$@
I thought it just landed on the floor while the water in it spilled, I didn't mind. But... one big friggin' crack!? I MIND.
Well yea it's super cheap, it's less than 10$. So that's not the problem. The problem is that, it's the first time I'm using it and being my partner, he doesn't know what's "handle with care" ! He can already destroy my thing with his only one good hand (he sprained his R.H badly). Imagine if he had both his hands. Oh God..

Physics test was....
It just sucks. I study these subjects for hours and I'll still end up failing them. ARGH! But at least the definitions were there to help me.

Anyway, SERAN, CHEEEERRR UPPPPPP. He looked super scary cus of an incident today...

Netball.. I was angry and I did this _|_ but hey. I wasn't pointing to anybody in particular, really.
Punishment for some offences should be harsher I feel. Ha. And NB ended early for once! 5PM YOU KNOW!?!!!!

Macs with RC and Vera. Haha should meet up once a week man ;)

Must chiong SS by tonight. Urgh save me?

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 11:53:32 GMT

Just likes to pick on me, not that my skirt is really very short till it's so noticeable.
Hmm, my natural face already has this 'attitude face' and wow I so didn't know it. (apart from looking like a Thai/Malay...)

Tests and tests again.
Remind me to wear my longer skirt tomorrow? Thx.

I focused too much on Amath and now the others are getting worse...
Seriously, how can somebody have the tendency to fail Emath?
Yea that somebody = me.
My Chem as well.. H20 become OH -.-

Need to study for Physics..
Electricity... Sigh..

No Eng remedial today :D

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 06:33:25 GMT

Oh my god....
I was so pissed I left the class in a hurry.
And... I forgot to take my file from under Seran's desk!
Shithole! Just when I wanted to finish all my homework today.
Oh shit. All the Physics test papers are inside. Shit shit shit.
My Econs.. My Chem... My tests. SHIT!

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 02:21:10 GMT

Do you know how much you suck?
Don't insult my intelligence because you didn't give instuctions clearly.

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 13:03:23 GMT

Mondays and Thursdays are the best. Reason? ---- NO CHINESE.
You don't know how pleased I am not having to see deHorze for a day.

When my morale was already so low, she just have to demoralise me even more.
And only freaks would try to foul play.
And to top that off, people controlling the game were......
You really won't know how the whole team and coach felt.
Anger.. disappointment.. Just simply and totally infuriated.
We could've won.
Thought we lost when the match was over.
Thank God, we still have a chance. 22-22

Was an emotional wreck.
Really, it has never happened to me before.
And seeing friends cry before you, it sorta tears you apart.

We must thrash the next two.
Fight on.

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 14:35:56 GMT

(EDIT)
Wah bull.
You bitch.
I despise you till no end.
(EDITED)

Breakfast with mz today.
Damn funny, really.
So fun to tease him over and over again. Ha
Serve you right.

Screwed Chem test la ): <
And Amath test.. so many careless mistakes!

Again, gonna complain about Chinese.
Fuxing hell. Finally finished yyw and compo yesterday.
And new hw given, 2 chapters of zue ye.
And today, jb.
Fck la. If I spend 3/4 of my time doing Chinese I can say gg to other subs alr.
Motherfck. Doesn't know how to think for us. All she does is to throw us with stupid hw and more hw.
And when Syl and I were discussing about hw, -yes, HHHWWWW- she scold. What the fck is your fcking prob man.
Can't stand it. So much hw from damned Chinese.
I just can't wait to leave the school and so I won't have to see your face at least thrice a week.

Remedial today ----- WASTE OF TIME.
Chicken nuggets. No Phy rem, donno wth miss R went.
Wasted like 2 hours of my youth rotting.
Went subs at ECP with Ny and SM.
Damn stupid but I'm too lazy to say.

Tuition. Killer... Electricity is still.... a stranger to me.
Fawwaz! My tutor srsly have the same eyes as you la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Homework time.
Emath... must score well tomorrow...

Break.out.

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 10:26:03 GMT

Tired la zzzz.
Seriously hate Chinese.
But today's great cus we got to stand outside class not having to listen to her.
I HATE CHINESE. Or maybe just her lessons.

29m for oral! Kinda disappointed.
Got a shock when I saw I had 1 mark for conv. (Typo error la)
I think my reading pulled me down a little grr.

So tired..

Didn't have self training today. Since some people decided to go home by themselves...
But nevermind, finally a day off from Netball.

Went CS to get the black bag.
It's just so fun teasing him (: <
(SM I think it's the black bag you wanted gahahaha.)
Stupid Ashraf and Haikal teasing on the bus.
One present down, 3 more to go.

Homework, tests, more homework and more tests.

ARGH!

HAHAHAHAAHAH 19 MARCH 19 MARCH HAHAHAHAHA! OK NOW I KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

h: hmm.. breakout when ah?
r: next sat lor?
h: next sat is what ah?
r: 14 feb lor?
h: 14 feb is what ah?
r: hmm... idk leh...

If you think you can do what you intended to do, think again :)

With these thru my mind..

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 11:46:52 GMT

NEEDS TO ADD SOMETHING TO THIS POST.
TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THE FRAY!
Isaac's voice is frickin' sexy!
Who doesn't agree with me!?

Damn shiok in school today.
Totally loved it, haha.
BABYYYY. LMAO.

Won bts with the score of 28-9.
Yea should be happy, but no I'm not.
Played so badly till I was subbed out at the last quarter.
Mother fuck. What happened to my shots.
Probability: 0.1

"What happened to you? You're not performing at your standard today."
That knocked me down.

Anyhow, I got better eventually cus I've got very supportive teammates :)
Subs with them again. (Bonding)
But this time, it was less than 2 hours. Everybody has tests to study for and homework to do.

Thank you girls, esp Ah Meng :)

Must win KC.
And it'll be a breeze ----- 2ND ROUND!

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We've been planning to go out on a dd since... like sec2/3 ? But it never happened.
When party A is okay with one another, party B is having conflicts, vice versa -.-
It's so retarded.
Just hope that this week, or tomorrow, they will be free.
Nevermind, I got my Mac this wed even if they aren't :)
Braziliano or Jansport?

Oh and yay, my VS bag is on its way here :)

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 15:17:17 GMT

Omfg, I cannot believe this.
It has been a really really bad head start.
Kins of friends who are close to me passing away one after another..
It's so damn depressing..
It's so scary...

Fuck it..

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 13:55:53 GMT

Die die die. SS essay by tomorrow!? I thought it was next week!
Lucky Seran reminded me.

And I think I lost my amath revision test paper.
Holy cow, first ever paper I passed yet I lost it. :@ :@

Jap today.
Got back results.
PASSED :)
But a low pass, so many careless mistakes ):

I don't wanna know what would others think if h sits beside me tomorrow.

Against bts tomorrow, MUST WIN SURE WIN.

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 15:40:50 GMT

STRONG BONDS :D

Played black&red again; A game where all generations fit in.
Today's match was even longer than the other time's.
I think it lasted for more than 2 hours?
In the end, all of us just wanted to get it over and done with, didn't care who're the reds anymore.
And if I had followed my feelings, THE REDS WOULD HAVE LOST! Damn it, I should've killed Daniel from the start.
Nevermind, IMMA TRUE FOLLOWER OF THE BLACKS.

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I'm so pissed and happy at the same time.
You know we just can't stand scheming yet STUPID people? (I bet NY agrees very much with me on this HAHAHA)
Seriously, want to be a bitch, please be a little more smart?
You're too stupid(<- understatement actually) la, don't try to flirt anymore k.
But knowing that becus you're STUPID and that's why you can never succeed, it makes me happy :)

Now we've got all the evidence against you, you needn't lie anymore.
Cus you're just a STUPID cunning fox who's so desperate.
Why would anybody associate with the likes of you?

You lowlife. Go fly kite la.

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 03:54:58 GMT

Swear you're the world's greatest bitch.
Does your family even teach you values?
Or maybe you're just incorrigible. Can't blame your parents for that.
You fucked ppls lives inside out. You better don't mess with mine.
Cus I'm not at all that tolerant.
You might want to believe that we can make your life a living hell.
Stop messing around trying to seduce ppl with your seductive eyes. (can you detect the tone? Sarcasm)
If you have so much free time, buck up on your disgusting grades.
Do not mess with me.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 13:17:19 GMT

{edit}
I think it's damn imba.
Seriously, don't you agree(:
Haha so excited!

My moteeeeeevation.
I have no idea how to get rid of you.
{edit}

I'm so drained.
Would like to complain about Chinese.
Freaking hell. I'm (WE ARE) bombarded with loads of Chinese hw la!
Maybe it might be an excuse for you cus we always don't do and we just keep delaying till our hw piles up.
But really, before we can even finish the hw she gives us, she adds another stack to it!
Fuck it man, 3/4 of my hw's Chinese.

I passed Chinese test hohoho.
Though it's a just pass, but at least it's something.
At least it isn't like last year, failing every subject at the start.

I don't understand why do all of them give us tests in the same friggin' week! 5 tests next week.
Clashing almost everyday. And on top of that, Netball trainings and matches.
Come on man, my time management is already like.. zzzzz..

Netball....
Coach is back.
5 men def. I think I kinda get it now.
But I just keep forgetting to intercept the front.
Suicide 27s. ):
Dad came down to school and watched the training.
I think some of the girls were shocked hahaha.
And snrs said that Imma lucky girl with such a supportive dad.
Sheng1 zai4 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2 (issit?) hahaha.

Dad sent Ny, Syl and I to subs..
Tuna's my nu fav!
Ohhh and too bad Dad has a big mouth, asked me what I want for Bday.
HAHAHA KEYBOARD! :B
And he's rly gna buy me one.
Forget abt Ritmuller, tht can wait! :D :D :D

Tmr's cousins day! BLACK BLACK BABY.

When I got home, my dad wasn't.
I opened the gate and only Yuki was present.
The toilet was empty.
I was so frantic, Mualo was missing.
I called dad but his phone was left on the coffee table.
I thought smth bad happened to Mualo and dad sent her to the hosp for an emergency.
But then, I saw dad's car keys on the counter.
Almost got out of the house to find Mualo when my dad returned, with MUALO.
Omg, gave me a shock. Almost cried.
I've been taking my dogs for granted!!!!

I give up, boy (:

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 13:30:26 GMT

Family :) Don't ask why Yuki's bald and why my dad's like that.

Yea:D BDIV09! And don't comment on our hair :)

Firstly, I PASSED AMATH TEST HAHA YES APPLAUD APPLAUD.
B3B3B3B3B3! :D Damn fugging happy ok! I really thought I was gonna fail cus of that stupid coord question.
Up till now, I still think the teacher might have miscalculated my marks :S

Lit test.. Tsk I read the book for nothing.
Read from chaps 12-16 but the test was on 17-19 -_-
I realised Imma skip Econs class a few times. Bet I'm gonna miss out a lot, die!

Lost the match with PL.
10 - 40
I thought we could've done much better.
Too many stupid passes. And the 5 men defence was screwed -.-
Felt like a monkey running everywhere to try the 5 men.
Anywayz my shots were terriballll. Pfft.
And I seriously didn't know they were sbllers.
Maybe I had the hinge but I seriously didn't know * was there -.-
And at times like this, I just have to make a fool outta myself.
I think I was being stupid on court while staring outside wondering who they were -_-
Shit.

Subway with Netballers.
HAHAHA I tell you one of the best talks ever man.
Everybody telling stories here and there.
Damn funny.
I wish I could slap * too! :D :D :D
Kelly and I agree on almost everything :D
After 3 super enjoyable hours, we finally left Subs reluctantly.
Reached home at 9. T.T
So tired. Still got training tomorrow.
Haaaai.

Nevermind, I PASSED AMATH. HAHAHAHAHA STILL VERY HAPPY ABOUT IT :D
I wonder how's my Chinese.. Hmm.

I AM BLACCCCK. TRUST ME. ORHTAOYOU!!!
Another gathering this Sat. SHIOIK LA!

This is super cute Bruce!

When you meet 3 hungry girls, give 'em footlong :)

Usual MJ kahkees.